Archive for September, 2010

Too Long…..

I find that I am not blogging like I want to. My days are so full and my nights are spent working on my laptop, looking for new exciting things I can use. I am tired today. I have gotten my kids into a great routine. They actually sit in their desk and work now. Atleast that is what I thought, until today. For some reason, maybe the rain, the moon, or just my luck, they talked, and talked and then they talked some more. What makes today different? I wish I knew. Whatever the reason, if I knew it, I would forever avoid it. I guess every one has one of those days. Today was ours. We worked hard through our chats. Even my students who always walk the straight and narrow, veered off the path. Perhaps I am the one who veered….

“I’ve come to the frightening conclusioin that I am the decisive element in the classroom. It’s my daily mood that makes the weather. As a teacher, I possess a tremendous power to make a child’s life miserable or joyous. I can be a tool of torture or an instrument of inspiration. I can humiliate or humor, hurt or heal. In all situations, it is my response that decides whether a crisis will be escalated or de-escalated and a child humanized or de-humanized.” (Ginott)

Day 23…

Well, little did I know it would take 23 days to get into a good routine. I still can’t say that we are, but I will pretend like we are. Just when I think I’ve got it going, we have something come up like, library, book fair, pictures, snack…. need I say more? My little 1st graders are so sweet. Today I decided to spend some “QT” and ask each one of them to tell me something that is important to them. The responses were cute, everything from “I went to McDonald’s last night” to “I’m getting a new house my Granny bought” and even “I have a cat.” Sometimes I think education goes so fast, you lose track of the purpose of education. Is it really important to give kids so much to learn that you don’t stop and remember they are kids? They are litte 6 and 7 year olds. Some of them went to bed late, got up early, and didn’t even take a bath last night. Today, I think God reminded me of just that. Some of them need a hug every morning and I may be the only person that will give it to them. I never want to lose sight of that. What an awesome privledge I have been given. To be able to teach these babies. Some say, “well, your just still a new teacher.” It is my prayer that in 25 years when I retire (if I do), then I will still be humbled by my calling. This is a calling, it is not a job, it has no set hours, it is non-stop. When I’m not at school, I still think about them, I wonder about them, I miss them. I am grateful to be a teacher, and to be able to do what God has called me to do. I am happy:)

“One looks back with appreciation to the brilliant teachers, but with gratitude to those who touched our human feelings. The curriculum is so much necessary material, but warmth is the vital element for the growing plant and for the soul of the child.” — (Carl Jung)

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